#S1050
Right now my heart is aching with pain. Though I try to deny it, I know I’d be lying to myself. I’m a girl and I think I’m in love with my friend who’s also a girl. I met her through my other friend. She’s not in the same course neither the same kk as me. She’s so beautiful and enchanting. At first I thought that it’s just normal for me for wanting to keep on staring at her because she’s pretty.. But I guess I like this girl. She’s a very happy go lucky girl.. The opposite of what I am. Everytime we hanging out and I see how close she is with my friend, I gotta say that I get jealous to the point I’d cry bcs it hurts seeing she’s being all lovey dovey with someone else. What hurts more is the fact that she’s already has a bf. This feeling is killing me. She already went home for the holiday and I can’t bear the fact that I won’t get to see her. I love her so much. I know it’s a sin to like the same gender. Please pray for me that I’d get over her. I wanna move on and stop having feelings for her. This love is just impossible and it hurt me so much.